Monday, June 4, 2012

Withering fig trees

My brother Dan said I needed to start a blog about our little school - Acacia Classical Academy. So, let me start with a miracle. It's one of Jesus's miracles. But its by far his most weird one. You could call it absurd.

Making the lame walk, calming storms, raising the dead. Those are the normal miracles that Jesus did and he did lots of them. He finds people in need; he brings healing and transformation. Its a pretty simple formula which he used in basically every case except this one.

The fig tree cursing and withering is different. Here, Jesus is hungry so he goes over to the big old leafy fig tree and can't find any fruit. The reason he can't find fruit, Mark notes, is that it's not fig season so there aren't supposed to be any figs. Nonetheless Jesus is clearly annoyed and he curses the tree and it withers.

Unlike any other miracle, Jesus is trying to sort our his own personal issue - hunger. And unlike any other miracle instead of fixing broken stuff, which he normally does, Jesus kills off a perfectly healthy tree. And again unlike any other miracle, this doesn't solve the underlying problem which was hunger. As I said, it a uniquely absurd very strange miracle.

To make matters worse, it is in the wake of this odd manifestation of divine power that Jesus decides to teach us about divine power. Pray with faith, Jesus says, and you will get what you ask for. Wow. Really? Even on strange things like cursing unproductive fig trees? No strings attached. Have faith-pray-and its yours. Its as simple as that.

Now, of course, most of us don't believe that's how faith really works. Right? Faith is not an ask-and-get machine. We don't like name-it-claim-it, prosperity gospel theology. Certainly I don't.

But I read this text the day after I had had a small crisis of faith about our little school. My worry was then (and still is) if we could or should trust God to help us build this school - if we have the right to ask God and expect his provision. I know he can if he wants to, but does he want to? Is it safe to trust God? Somehow, in this text I think Jesus is challenging us to trust. To experiment with trust. To take a leap of faith with reckless abandon. When given the choice between wisdom and faith - choose faith.

It reminds me of the glass floor on the CN Tower in Toronto. The Canadians puttied a great window of glass into the floor some 346 meters above the earth. I was up there cautiously sticking a leg onto the glass, when beside me a man ran up and took a suicidal leap out into the middle of this glass. We all wet ourselves, of course.

I think part of the fig-tree faith miracle, is that Jesus longs for us to experience that great jump into the middle. He wants to stretch our faith onto to the glass floor.

None of us want to do that. We like safety nets.

Somehow or other, in this school project we have ended up standing on this glass floor. Its not nice or comfortable. But we're here and we're not going back. This blog should be a little bit about our story.

3 comments:

  1. Hi Jason! In the London Aquarium there is a glass floor over the shark tank - it is SO hard to walk over it! Definitely feels suicidal. I could hardly do it.
    Look forward to reading your blog!

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  2. I'm gonna really like your blog! Good for you!

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  3. You should add a 'follow' button or something.

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